Sept. 5, 2024

09-05-2024: I Will Breathe For You

09-05-2024: I Will Breathe For You

Ginae was admitted with COVID to a Port Orange hospital in Halifax. Florida in 2021. She is the only survivor from that hospital of Remdesivir, coma and ventilator protocols used in many hospitals to treat COVID. Her journey is now documented in her...

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Ginae was admitted with COVID to a Port Orange hospital in Halifax. Florida in 2021. She is the only survivor from that hospital of Remdesivir, coma and ventilator protocols used in many hospitals to treat COVID. Her journey is now documented in her new book, 'I Will Breathe for You: A Miraculous Rescue from Death's Door by God's Love'.

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It's time to stand up, speak out, get involved, and

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let's speak intention Hello, and thank you for joining Dax

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and I on Intentional Today. I mick me out. We

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have a just Breathe cat show with Janney Scott, author

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of the book I Will Breathe for You, a miraculous

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rescue from Death's door by God's Love. Always remember that

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resistance is not feutile. And now it is time for

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us to stand up, speak out, get involved, and let's

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be intentional. Hello everybody, thank you for joining us today.

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I am grateful that you all are here with us.

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The show is one that you do not want to

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miss because we have janay Lee Scott back with us.

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I had her on my show almost a year ago

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and we were discussing her experience really defeating the hospital

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homicide protocols by divine intervention. This story that you're going

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to hear is really unique and it's phenomenal. I'm not

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kidding you. Janey was admitted in July of twenty twenty

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one to the Fort Orange Hospital in Halifax, Florida, and

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after she tested for COVID, she developed pneumonia in sepsis

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and had to be admitted. Now, stunningly, she was told

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by one of the specialized physicians that saw her that

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she would not receive remdesevere and even wrote that in

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her chart. However, three and a half hours later, a

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second doctor ordered that drug, and not only did she

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receive ten days of the lethal injection, but she was

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also put on a ventilator for twelve days and then

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spent forty one days in the ICU, most of that

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time in a coma. And she was the only one

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who survived this course of treatment in this hospital that

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we know of. Now Janaye knows that God saved her.

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He has given her a purpose and now she is

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telling that story. Welcome with me, Janey Scott. Hello, Janay,

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how are you're welcome back?

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Hi? Thank you for having me? Thank you?

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Oh you bet. We are so glad that you came

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back on And now you have this book that you

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have put out, and we're going to dive into a

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lot of that today, but I just kind of gave

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like a little brief highlight of what happened to you

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in twenty twenty one when you were admitted with COVID. Janey.

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It's just really important that people don't forget. I don't

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want them to move on from what happened in the

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hospital system during COVID, because it's still happening today. You

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and I know that, and I really want you to

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take just a few moments, if you could, and share

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with us your experience and really what was your mindset

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during that period of time that you spent in the

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hospital back in July of twenty twenty one.

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Thank you. Yes, I'll go back a little bit and

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give some nice highlights. We were COVID, myself, my husband,

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and my daughter twenty four at the time. The three

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of us got COVID. We started off kind of the

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first few days not too sick. It kind of felt

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like a sinus infection. My one doctor at the clinic

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never even mentioned COVID, and then it, you know, continually

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got worse. But we entered the hospital. I did only

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because my husband at eleven pm on a Thursday night,

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my oxygen had dropped too low in my fever it

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was one oh four point seven. So he did not

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know what else to do. And my doctors, my doctor

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here in town, would not give us, you know, the

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drugs that we did ask for at that time that

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we had heard, you know, good things about it, and

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they were going to not be available to us. So

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we were on our own with just a Z pack

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and vitamins, and so I didn't I took a turn

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for the worst. They did also after I left the

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home in an ambulance. But it's such a big story

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and I detail it in the new book that was released,

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so I really encourage people to read more there. But

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once I got into the hospital, I felt like having

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oxygen and maybe some better antibiotics and that type of

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stuff would get me better. I'm on my phone, I'm

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texting my family, I'm texting my friends, you know. I

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just I really felt like that was going to help.

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And my whole mindset was, you know, when was I

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going to go home? Nobody could come and see me.

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But also they were also sick, and they couldn't have

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came anyway if there was an open door for that,

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but there really wasn't at that time. Twenty one, a

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liver specialist kept coming to me and telling me that

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he was gonna say no to run desevere, and he

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acted like he had the authority to do that. He

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felt like I had COVID already too long. I think

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it was over a week to ten days by this time,

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and he felt like my liver didn't need to process

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this protocol drug. I already knew I didn't want the

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drug from the little research that I had done, and

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so I was really excited about that news. Well, we

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didn't We did not know, and I did not know,

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and I'm very glad I didn't now, but it has

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stated in my chart. I did receive, like you said,

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another doctor ordered it for ten days, and actually the chart,

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which I didn't know earlier, they actually already had it

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on me. Even when he was coming in my room

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taking his stand, they had our already put me on

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the drug in an IV. I would have never known. Well,

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I started going down hill a little bit, and I

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remember asking my nurses could they get me up and

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walk me around? Something kept telling me you need to

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get moving. Why aren't you taking me to the bathroom?

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Could I have food and water? And it was kind

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of like, oh, on the oxygen masks that you're on,

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you can't eat, you could choke on water. I was

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so hungry and thirsty. But at the same time, now

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that what I know, it does make all of that

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so real. But at the time you're just trying to

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survive and the days they're running into each other. Well,

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the nurses came in and it's a longer story, but

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they put me against my will on the ventilator. They

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did not ask my husband, which I kept telling them

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that he was my advocate. They never let them know.

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They never called my family my family. They took my

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phone and I asked for it back, and that's when

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I sent the last text, OMG, they've come in to

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put me on a ventilator and they're putting me to sleep.

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Please pray for me. I love you all, and that's

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all They were trying to grab my phone. Very very

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quickly typed that, and thank goodness, I typed it clear

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so they could understand. And that's how my husband and

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my daughter and the rest of my family found out

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I went on a ventilator was through my last texts.

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This is a very important part here. I was the

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only survivor out of those ICUs, they said. Several doctors

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from Advent and Halifax Hospitals told me during that time.

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And I know there's other survivors united States wide that

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have a chart similar to me, very few of us.

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That there are some that got He let us walk

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leave there to have a voice. But I'm the only one. Now,

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what does that say in the newspaper? There was forty

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one as much as forty one, forty two, thirty forty

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one each day souls and that I see you with me,

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and they never left alive, that I see you. There

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was something wrong, and you know it was. It was

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a unbelievable moment that God showed me when he I

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thought I was going to die, and when the Lord

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came to me, you know, he showed me a lot

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of wonderful and things, wonderful things, but in the beginning

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he showed me the more evil things that are going

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on in the world right now. And it's really three

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years ago is the Ish anniversary. I'm at three years

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ago now, from July mid July this date, I'm in

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a rehab hospital. You know, I'm all alone in that too.

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No one can see me. They had a mandatory quarantine

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even though I had, I didn't have COVID anymore. Tomorrow

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is my birthday and I had my birthday alone, you know,

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thank you, I had my birthday alone. But the whole

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rehab hospital staff was so sad for me to be

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all alone laying in a bed. You know, I couldn't

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roll over, I couldn't move my legs. I couldn't I

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had to relearn to walk again. But I told them

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and they all cried. Everyone that would come in my room,

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I had them all crying because I said, it's my

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best birthday. I'm here. I may be all alone in

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a rehab hospital, but I'm here and God God did

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something and he wants me to share it with people.

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But you really did have what I call a divine

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intervention while you were going through this whole ordeal. That

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the story to me is powerful because it displays God's mercy,

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an act of love, Janey that I see is so strong,

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but it really bolsters the reassurance of faith. We want

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people to buy your book that you know we're going

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to scroll that because we do. We want people to

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read it and we want people to get the whole

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entire story. However, I want you to tell us if

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you can just a little bit about that experience, because

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in our last interview, you talk to us about things

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that people need to hear, and one of those things

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was that you described an angel that was with you

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prior to your intubation. And as an oncology nurse, Janey,

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I'm just gonna tell you that I had reports multiple people.

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I don't know how many patients I can at least

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count ten of them that described visions that they received,

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and I was always nervous because death was soon eminent

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in their case. Did you ever think that you were

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going to die or did you have peace? And just

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kind of share with us that experience that you had.

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I would love to now that when I saw the angel,

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this was before any of the ventilator or anything happened.

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I feel now, and I'll tell you the story a

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little bit of it and you can read more. But

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I feel now that that angel came to give us hope,

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and I'll tell you the reason why. So it was

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four o'clock in the morning. I do not know. I'm

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I'm remdesivir. The specialist had called the day before and said,

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good news, my liver is getting better. So you know

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your your body, and the liver was not bad. It

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was just processing the drugs that I had been taking,

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you know, even prior trying to you know, get better

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as it was, you know, the things that they have

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you on. But he didn't want it to overprocess, you know,

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and whatever they give you motrin or you know, those

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kinds of things can make your liver enzymes go up.

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So I was improving. So I'm thinking, you know, good,

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you know, maybe in two to three days I'm going home.

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So this the next morning. It was the morning of

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the twenty six of July. In the twenty seventh they

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put me on the ventilator. So the twenty sixth normal

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hospital room. You know, I'm hoping I'm going home. I'm

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very glad I was there in a sense to have oxygen.

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So I was very positive thinking of my hospital state everything,

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you know. And four o'clock in the morning in my

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clock was straight ahead to my left, a little bit angled,

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and it was four am, and I sent something to

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my right, but I looked at the clock. It was

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four am, and I was like, ugh, you know, middle

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of the night, can't sleep, that's pretty normal in the hospital. Well,

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I looked to my right, and I sent something and

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there he was. And I want to state too before this,

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I don't go seeking angels and all of the spiritual realms.

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I believe them as a Christian, but it's not something

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that you know, I've seen a million angels or anything

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like that. I've never seen one before and i haven't

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seen one since, So it's not something you know, I

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was seeking. But here he's standing there, and he went

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all the way to the ceiling and I'm estimating the

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room was ten feet tall in the hospital, and he

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went all the way to I don't know how he

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actually fit in there, that's how large he was. To

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the wall. He was looking straight ahead, and he had

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he was a man body, you know, but very large,

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but he had the head of a lion, and he

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was a white lion. And he stood at attention, looking

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straight ahead. He did not turn sideways to look at

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the bed. So I'm an artist, and so artists, I

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think we are very observant people. Even a brushstroke can

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make a difference on a painting. And so I just

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was taking in every detail and it was like boro two,

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I'm like, Okay, he's still here. I mean, I'm not

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on any drugs right now. You know, I'm not on

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any You know, I'm not on anything in there. They

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didn't have to give me anything, which is really nice,

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on anything, you know. So I'm looking. I looked at

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the weave of the material. It looked like it I

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only saw from the side, but it looked like an admiral,

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like a captain, an admiral suit. It looked like it

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had insignias and metals here. But I couldn't see him

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perfectly straight on, so I can't tell you the exact details.

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But the weave of his coat was so beautiful. It

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was three weave one way and three weave another. He

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was completely white. But when I looked at him so close,

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he's right there the end of reach, at the edge

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of my bed. I could have touched him. I never

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thought to touch him. But every color was in the white.

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I think an opal stone would be the only way

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I could describe it. But every color was in the white,

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like I like the like you dove into the color.

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It was like pink and yellow and green and blue.

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But he was It was a white suit. And about

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twenty after four. Now I'm looking at the clock. This

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is real. I'm like pinching myself. He never speaks to me,

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and I never think to speak to him. I don't

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think to speak to him, to be honest. And he

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ever turned his head ever so lightly about four twenty

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six because I checked the clock and he just looked

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down and I only saw half of his face and

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the most beautiful emerald green eye in that lion's face,

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and he was so distinguished. I mean, lions don't comb

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their hair bit, but it was like he had his

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hair combed back. He was so distinguished and it was weird.

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I remember thinking I would not want to mess with him.

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He was that commanding. But he was just so comforting

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and compassionate to me. I could feel it. He never

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said anything, and he never moved more than that slight

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turn of his face to look down at me. But

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I really felt the love of the father. Now, the

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question is, I never felt you would think, if you're

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seeing this, you're thinking you're going to die and go

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to heaven. This is right. So I never felt that.

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I never questioned it. It was like he was guarding

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me and protecting me for here. So I asked my

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family months later, you know, after I survived, and you know,

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lived and got through rehab hospitals and stuff like that.

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I said, did you because I text them next morning.

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I text my daughter everything. Every detail I text her,

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every detail is also what I knew and remembered when

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I woke up from the coma. You know, weeks two

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weeks later, nothing changed, So I'm so glad I text

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her and not told her over the phone. I text

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her and I asked them months later, I said, when

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I did text you, you know that I saw an angel.

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Did you guys think I was going to die then?

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And they said no, Dad and I, she said, and

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my husband's told me the same thing. When you textas

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you saw your angel, we had hope, they said. We

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did not think you saw him because you were going

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to die and go to heaven. We felt he was

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there because you were going to live like a protector. Yeah,

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and they felt. Now they were fought. Let me tell

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you the next few days and weeks, they were fought,

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but they never gave up. They held on to that.

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And we don't make a big deal about him. A

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lot of times when I talk tell someone the story,

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I almost forget about him because he was before the ventilator.

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But we all have that same feeling. And my daughter

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texts my girlfriends and stuff that mom saw, you know,

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told her my son and my other daughter. Everyone felt

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the same way. It wasn't like, oh, no, you know,

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you know, the heavens have showed up, so now you

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know Mom is going to be taken out of here

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or something like that. Not, no one. I haven't heard

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from one person yet that they said. Yeah. I kind

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of thought that no one did. So that I love.

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I love that because I personally didn't feel that way either.

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I never did. And people are like, so, do you

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think it was weird he didn't give you a message?

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He didn't, I said, no, he You could tell he

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was standing guard. I mean he was like seriously protecting something.

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Yeah. Yes, that's amazing.

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You know.

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Just even hearing that again, I just go, wow, it's

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it's phenomenal. It's you know, the word awesome I use

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for God. It is awesome y and truly that's the

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only word that I can use to describe that. Now, Now,

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you said that you were in the spiritual realm went

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once you were intbated. It was almost like you immediately

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went into the spiritual realm. What did that feel like

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being with God. I mean, obviously you knew this was God.

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You were safe, you felt safe, And what did it

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feel like being in the spiritual realm?

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Yes? Well, in the book and you know, and I

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could talk for hours about it, because there's so much

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that's not even in there, but in the beginning, and

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it will give you more details and really nice way

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of saying it. But in the beginning. Now I know

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I have God, you know, because I have faith in him.

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But in the beginning, he did not make himself known

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in the coma. So they put me in the ventilator.

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And then when I came like two, because I was

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very alert, even just laying in the ICU, I couldn't

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open my eyes, but I could hear. I was very

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alert in there at times. Other times when the Lord

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came to me and that will you know, there's so

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many stories. But other times it was like he had

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to wake me up out of a myrie clay, like

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I was just coming out of a black zone. So

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I mean, I was really in a coma, but I

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was awake at times, and I knew I was in

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that hospital bed, but I also would actually leave the

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hospital bed, and the Lord made me very aware of

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the parallel universe that just exactly is running right beside

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us right now. But in the beginning, though, I did

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not know, and that's you know, wonderfully described. But he

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took me and he gave me impression, so I knew.

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I was kind of like, just like we are today

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right now, we know we have him. We can feel

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an impression. No audible voice or anything like that, but

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you kind of feel something you know from God in

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your heart or you know. That's how it was. But

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he took me to what's coming out now. A lot

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of the places that he took me to and showed

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me the evil that's going on in the world. You

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kind of already maybe some of us knew it before,

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but it's really coming out in the news now and

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more people are being aware, which is wonderful. But he

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took me through several places. The first place he took

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me to, and this is where my confusion was in

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the beginning, was an art organ harvesting clinic and it

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was high tech. It was really the most creepiest, darkest

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evil building, but it was actually high tech, beautiful, kind

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of high standard building. I don't know what country it

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was in, but he took me to this building, and

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I in my confusion because I didn't resume to this

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building with God that I know of yet, I thought

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I had taken something in my own hands and I

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had gotten myself out of the hospital went to some

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like long organ transplant planet. That was just the first

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few seconds. Okay, then it becomes very clear. But I mean,

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I tell you about my humanness even entering the spiritual realm,

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because I didn't know what was really going on either.

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I didn't want to be there. I will honestly say

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there was a few times through the trips with the

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Lord to show me what's going on in the world.

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I actually kind of repented because I didn't want to

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do it. I didn't want to be there to see

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all of the things. And then I would the Lord

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would always tell me, this is very What he would

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tell me is that I just want to show you.

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I want to show you. I want to show you.

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So I would say, Lord, I'm so sorry. I repent,

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not my will, but yours be done. And I just

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watched and saw what he showed me. So the first

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one was our organ harvesting clinic, and honestly, I knew

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maybe this much, I maybe read an article on some

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things that people were starting to talk about three years ago,

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but I had no idea what it really is going

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on in our world. Then he took me to farms,

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beautiful farms, and all the foods were being poisoned, and

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that is majorly coming out in the news now. And

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it was that was horrible beautiful farms equipment that the

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employees were getting so sick, and nobody because they were

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dealing with the chemicals that are going on our food

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and nobody was caring about them. And I saw all

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the picture. I saw the whole picture, and he took me.

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The one that I really didn't like was I feel

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like I was taken to other countries. But he showed

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me here in our Americas, and it was in the

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spirit in the sports realm, the sports arenas and things

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like that is what the Lord used. The money and

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all of the things that are bought, and the little

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trinkets and the jewelry and all the little bracelets, you

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know we buy for our little girls and you know whatever. Well,

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then he zoomed me to these other countries where it's made,

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and it was unbelievable the working conditions. I really did

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not like to be there. I did not like it

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at all.

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I hate child labor camps or something.

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Yeah, and what was he showed me? And I saw

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the like like the dynamics of it, Like the men

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were over these head women, and the head women were

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making the workers work when they were bartering. I mean,

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it was like live like in all these little lean

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to shacks and like these I don't know, it's like

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almost like a roller or a conveyor belt. They put

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their stuff down, but it was like just you know,

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I can do so many bracelets, you know, for a

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penny less, and these workers were just on their knee,

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you know, sitting on the ground. And what was crazy

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was everything they and everything around them were so dirty.

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But the packets and all the little cute little things

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with our bracelets and all of our trinkets and the

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little stores that was so clean. So here they're doing

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all of this stuff in the most unbelievable conditions, but

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somehow they keep our products clean to be shipped to

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our stores. I mean, and I mean, and that's what

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The conditions were so horrible. I hated that one. I

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absolutely hated to see what I saw and that I

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have seen even more so like coming out in the

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news a little bit, you know, the child labor. I

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think I saw something today in the news about LA.

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They found some underage something with you know, workers coming out,

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I think, and right here in our LA and just

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I don't know what it was. I just scrolled. I

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don't even want to read more because I can see

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everything I saw. And then he showed me you know,

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other things, but it's all coming out in our news now.

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Well then I had the impressions only from the God,

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no audible voice, just kind of like what we feel now,

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like maybe don't go there, or you know, think about this,

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or you feel something in your heart. Well then in

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the calm, I'm back in my hospital, bet and I'm

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really getting bad, and I could feel it. I felt

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like each breath was the next one might not come,

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and so I was really sad. I wasn't going to

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see my husband and my children any longer. I wanted

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to hug them all one more time, but I just

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wanted to be ready for the Lord, you know, and

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I wanted to be right with him. And I remember

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laying there praying and I thought, with my faith, I thought,

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if this is the last bread, I kind of wanted

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to know what this was going to be, like, what

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is this from going from here to him? You know,

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And but it still was a sad moment. I had peace,

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very peaceful, but I had that sadness too because and

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that's when God came to me. It was the first

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time he really came to me. I knew he was

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next to me, and I heard his audible voice and

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he said, Janey, you will not die. I had no

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choice in the matter, like, you get that close, maybe

465
00:29:30.839 --> 00:29:32.920
you do want to go to heaven. But he said,

466
00:29:32.960 --> 00:29:37.319
you will not die. I will breathe for you. Then

467
00:29:37.400 --> 00:29:40.160
he says other things depending on the situation. But he

468
00:29:40.279 --> 00:29:43.559
always came back to me every time, and he had to.

469
00:29:43.680 --> 00:29:46.279
I really believe he had to. You know, Janee, you're

470
00:29:46.319 --> 00:29:48.559
not going. You know you will not You're not going.

471
00:29:48.640 --> 00:29:51.359
You will not die. I will breathe for you. He

472
00:29:51.400 --> 00:29:55.720
always had to start it like that because it constantly

473
00:29:55.759 --> 00:29:57.680
felt like, you know, I wasn't going to make it.

474
00:29:57.720 --> 00:29:59.400
I was kind of in tune to what was going

475
00:29:59.440 --> 00:30:02.440
on when I alert and what I was hearing. The

476
00:30:02.799 --> 00:30:07.359
ICU was not a pleasant place to be in. And

477
00:30:07.400 --> 00:30:10.599
if I probably heard those sounds now today the bells

478
00:30:10.640 --> 00:30:12.960
and the whistles, or the shushing of the doors and

479
00:30:13.000 --> 00:30:16.319
the beds moving. I probably wouldn't feel too happy about

480
00:30:16.359 --> 00:30:18.359
hearing any of those kinds of sounds right now, to

481
00:30:18.359 --> 00:30:19.319
be honest.

482
00:30:19.359 --> 00:30:21.720
I bet it would bring on some PTSD.

483
00:30:22.160 --> 00:30:24.559
Yes, I was going to say, I'd probably be triggered

484
00:30:24.640 --> 00:30:27.000
and going okay, I'd break out in a little sweat

485
00:30:27.039 --> 00:30:30.519
right here, because I knew those sounds very well in

486
00:30:30.599 --> 00:30:35.319
the ICU. But once he came to me that way,

487
00:30:35.519 --> 00:30:40.160
then he took me on the most beautiful journey with

488
00:30:40.400 --> 00:30:43.559
him then, and it was all to do with how

489
00:30:43.599 --> 00:30:46.599
he is with me. He says, this a lot to me,

490
00:30:46.759 --> 00:30:51.519
just in my life. I want to show you. That's

491
00:30:51.599 --> 00:30:54.960
kind of how we started way before this. I've heard

492
00:30:54.960 --> 00:30:58.039
that several times when he wants me to feel something

493
00:30:58.079 --> 00:31:01.279
that what I'm looking at, or feel it like his heart,

494
00:31:01.480 --> 00:31:03.880
you know, he always says, I want to show you.

495
00:31:03.920 --> 00:31:06.160
And well he did the same thing in this journey,

496
00:31:06.759 --> 00:31:11.440
and then he took me to the beautiful part of

497
00:31:11.480 --> 00:31:14.599
what he wanted to show me, and that was just amazing.

498
00:31:15.240 --> 00:31:18.039
But the fight in there, his love was in there.

499
00:31:19.079 --> 00:31:22.079
His love was in that ICU, even though there was

500
00:31:22.240 --> 00:31:25.839
evil good and evil there was. It was a fight

501
00:31:27.200 --> 00:31:32.839
against good and evil, and there were very very good

502
00:31:33.000 --> 00:31:36.680
nurses and very very good doctors in there. But he

503
00:31:36.759 --> 00:31:42.839
also showed me there were not so good nurses and

504
00:31:42.880 --> 00:31:46.559
not so good doctors, and then there was even doctors

505
00:31:46.559 --> 00:31:49.599
that had one foot in and one foot out, and

506
00:31:49.680 --> 00:31:53.960
I could. I don't have that ability in my normal life,

507
00:31:54.240 --> 00:31:57.839
but I had that ability in the in that realm

508
00:31:57.880 --> 00:32:01.559
to know that no judge. One of the most beautiful

509
00:32:01.599 --> 00:32:06.880
things the Lord showed me, and all the evil, he said, Janey,

510
00:32:07.279 --> 00:32:09.400
and he didn't like he was rebuking me because I

511
00:32:09.440 --> 00:32:12.240
was judging. I was more scared than anything watching this

512
00:32:12.319 --> 00:32:15.480
kind of stuff. Not scared, scared, but you know it's evil,

513
00:32:15.799 --> 00:32:20.880
so you're you're scared. Yeah, but he's yeah. I was

514
00:32:20.920 --> 00:32:23.599
saying this with him. I know it was right here.

515
00:32:23.640 --> 00:32:26.240
I never never looked at him. He never showed me

516
00:32:26.319 --> 00:32:28.559
his face, and I never thought to look at the

517
00:32:28.599 --> 00:32:31.440
Lord's face. I just was looking at what he wanted

518
00:32:31.480 --> 00:32:33.359
to show me. And I knew he was with me,

519
00:32:33.720 --> 00:32:36.839
but he's told me, do not judge. I want to

520
00:32:36.880 --> 00:32:42.839
show you these things. I what a merciful, loving God we.

521
00:32:42.759 --> 00:32:47.000
Serve, especially when you have all that fight or flight

522
00:32:47.240 --> 00:32:50.440
going on, and you know, I mean, even though you're

523
00:32:50.480 --> 00:32:58.960
in a coma, you still have those adrenaline rushes. But yeah, wow,

524
00:32:59.400 --> 00:33:02.839
I can't. But you know, Jenney, one of the things

525
00:33:03.079 --> 00:33:08.960
you said was that you repented every time that God

526
00:33:09.160 --> 00:33:13.359
showed you the evil in the world. And what is

527
00:33:13.559 --> 00:33:17.559
your message to those who are living in the world today,

528
00:33:18.519 --> 00:33:23.519
Maybe their faith is low, maybe their faith is nonexistence,

529
00:33:24.440 --> 00:33:26.759
what message would you say to them.

530
00:33:27.440 --> 00:33:30.240
Well, I have a really beautiful message to tell them.

531
00:33:30.759 --> 00:33:33.519
It's in the book. It's one of the last places

532
00:33:33.559 --> 00:33:36.839
the Lord took me to. And there was just evil

533
00:33:36.960 --> 00:33:40.200
flowing in the streets, just evil. And I was standing

534
00:33:40.759 --> 00:33:43.000
kind of behind a corner of a building because I

535
00:33:43.119 --> 00:33:45.240
was there, I literally was there. I felt like I

536
00:33:45.279 --> 00:33:47.200
was there in my hospital gowing to be honest, and

537
00:33:47.240 --> 00:33:49.640
I could see myself back way back in the ICU,

538
00:33:49.759 --> 00:33:52.240
lay in the bed, but I was literally there, and

539
00:33:52.279 --> 00:33:56.079
he showed me just the streets, just evil, no water,

540
00:33:56.200 --> 00:33:59.359
but just evil flowing down the streets. And there was

541
00:33:59.400 --> 00:34:03.359
a man and this one that kept going by me

542
00:34:04.400 --> 00:34:09.119
and I by the third and fourth times I saw him.

543
00:34:09.119 --> 00:34:11.199
I'm actually glad I saw him again because at least

544
00:34:11.559 --> 00:34:13.840
that he was doing everything that was going on in

545
00:34:13.880 --> 00:34:17.000
the streets and stuff. But one of the last moments

546
00:34:17.039 --> 00:34:19.039
I really looked at him before the Lord took me

547
00:34:19.199 --> 00:34:23.159
out of there. He looked at me and we connected ice.

548
00:34:23.280 --> 00:34:26.119
That man that was just by. As the evening went on,

549
00:34:26.239 --> 00:34:29.320
he just got more and more and more into the sin.

550
00:34:30.840 --> 00:34:33.559
But he looked at me, and I saw what the

551
00:34:33.599 --> 00:34:38.519
Lord wanted me to see, and that was he did

552
00:34:38.559 --> 00:34:41.719
not want to be there. He did not want to

553
00:34:41.719 --> 00:34:44.840
be that deep in the sin. But he honestly did

554
00:34:44.880 --> 00:34:48.639
not know what else to do. He did not know

555
00:34:49.480 --> 00:34:53.159
maybe the Lord, or he didn't want to go the

556
00:34:53.199 --> 00:34:55.599
way of the Lord, or he honestly just did not

557
00:34:55.800 --> 00:34:58.960
know that there was anything else to life than that.

558
00:34:59.679 --> 00:35:01.800
He looked at me, and I'm telling you, when I

559
00:35:01.880 --> 00:35:04.639
connected eyes with him, I could feel that man's soul

560
00:35:04.840 --> 00:35:09.679
that like that silent helped me get me out of

561
00:35:09.760 --> 00:35:14.280
this off the street, you know, doing all the things

562
00:35:14.320 --> 00:35:17.360
that this street is offering me to do in the

563
00:35:17.559 --> 00:35:23.440
midnight hour, and so that for the people or that

564
00:35:23.480 --> 00:35:28.760
are in that situation, you know, say the name of Jesus,

565
00:35:30.119 --> 00:35:32.599
Say his name. That's all you really have to say.

566
00:35:32.760 --> 00:35:37.440
Say his name. Start talking to him, get a Bible

567
00:35:37.480 --> 00:35:42.079
at the dollar store, start reading his word, because like

568
00:35:42.199 --> 00:35:44.840
John one and one, I love is you know, in

569
00:35:44.880 --> 00:35:47.400
the beginning was the word. The word was with God,

570
00:35:47.639 --> 00:35:51.400
and the word was God. And so we start getting

571
00:35:51.400 --> 00:35:56.119
that word, even just one psalm in our heart, it'll

572
00:35:56.159 --> 00:36:01.119
start changing their life forever. And really, to me, all

573
00:36:01.159 --> 00:36:04.760
they need to do is just to say Jesus, and

574
00:36:04.800 --> 00:36:07.559
I know the God that I got to know for

575
00:36:07.599 --> 00:36:10.360
a very short time in that coma, and the God

576
00:36:10.400 --> 00:36:12.400
that I've known, you know, for most of my life.

577
00:36:12.440 --> 00:36:18.920
Thank goodness, he loves us so much. It is a

578
00:36:19.039 --> 00:36:23.679
love that we do not honestly comprehend. We can't comprehend here.

579
00:36:24.760 --> 00:36:31.440
He loves us, and he he just he loves us

580
00:36:31.519 --> 00:36:35.199
so much. He knows what the evil that's going on.

581
00:36:35.320 --> 00:36:37.639
I think a lot of it sometimes, I think is

582
00:36:37.679 --> 00:36:42.199
being allowed, even by God, for all of us to

583
00:36:42.280 --> 00:36:45.760
wake up and be sick of it and not want

584
00:36:45.800 --> 00:36:50.159
it anymore. And maybe then we will come to find

585
00:36:50.239 --> 00:36:55.800
him if we've never known his name before. But he knows,

586
00:36:56.199 --> 00:37:00.760
and he loves, He loves humanity. He created us, yes,

587
00:37:01.000 --> 00:37:03.719
did not create us to play some kind of mean

588
00:37:03.800 --> 00:37:08.719
game on us. He didn't He created us to have

589
00:37:08.760 --> 00:37:12.000
a relationship with him, and that can be so easy.

590
00:37:12.679 --> 00:37:16.480
We make it hard, you know, Oh right, Yeah, we

591
00:37:16.559 --> 00:37:19.000
get in our own way all the time. You know,

592
00:37:20.199 --> 00:37:23.840
we're the ones who pull ourselves to stray, and He's

593
00:37:23.880 --> 00:37:28.679
always pulling us back. I am here, you know, just

594
00:37:28.880 --> 00:37:32.519
call on me and you shall be saved. You know,

595
00:37:33.039 --> 00:37:41.519
you mentioned about being shown creation and you described it

596
00:37:41.760 --> 00:37:48.519
as being powerful, the colors, and really the entire formation

597
00:37:48.920 --> 00:37:55.480
that was being revealed to you was just incredibly vibrant.

598
00:37:56.119 --> 00:37:59.559
Could you give just a little bit of a recount

599
00:37:59.639 --> 00:38:02.880
of that. And then, Jenny, I want to just ask you,

600
00:38:03.199 --> 00:38:07.159
do you think maybe that God chose to reveal this

601
00:38:07.320 --> 00:38:10.239
to you because of your artistic nature?

602
00:38:13.559 --> 00:38:16.840
That could be and I do believe also my relationship

603
00:38:16.920 --> 00:38:22.039
with him. You know, that's another reason why I would

604
00:38:22.119 --> 00:38:26.000
love to plug a relationship with him, because in the

605
00:38:26.079 --> 00:38:30.199
times of need, you know, we don't use God like

606
00:38:30.239 --> 00:38:33.639
a genie in the bottle, but to have a relationship

607
00:38:33.639 --> 00:38:36.679
with him when you are in trouble, when you have

608
00:38:36.920 --> 00:38:39.960
no one else, like I was put in a situation.

609
00:38:40.079 --> 00:38:43.239
I had no one else, no family, no one else.

610
00:38:43.280 --> 00:38:45.440
That was I didn't see my husband for two months

611
00:38:47.159 --> 00:38:50.519
all alone, you only have God. You have no one else,

612
00:38:51.199 --> 00:38:53.840
and no one was going to be your advocate. There's

613
00:38:54.000 --> 00:38:57.280
no one to help you. He is the best friend

614
00:38:57.400 --> 00:39:04.280
you could have. So yes, that that's you know, if

615
00:39:04.320 --> 00:39:06.880
you know him without trouble, that's even more beautiful because

616
00:39:06.880 --> 00:39:09.039
you can just enjoy him and all the wonderful things

617
00:39:09.039 --> 00:39:12.400
he shows you. But if you do have trouble, boy,

618
00:39:12.400 --> 00:39:15.639
there's nobody else better than to have him. And even

619
00:39:15.679 --> 00:39:18.119
if it doesn't work out the way we all want

620
00:39:18.119 --> 00:39:20.719
it to do. Like there were so many souls that

621
00:39:20.880 --> 00:39:24.679
did not make it out of the ICU, that does

622
00:39:24.719 --> 00:39:27.760
not mean that he was not with them, you know,

623
00:39:28.360 --> 00:39:32.800
he just probably because of you know, what he has

624
00:39:32.840 --> 00:39:37.880
shown me in my life and also maybe the voice

625
00:39:37.880 --> 00:39:41.159
that I could have, you know that in our relationship,

626
00:39:41.519 --> 00:39:45.119
then he did choose to bring me out and be

627
00:39:45.159 --> 00:39:48.920
a voice. I did feel really bad about that in

628
00:39:48.960 --> 00:39:53.320
the beginning, and it's in the book. But one morning

629
00:39:53.480 --> 00:39:55.440
I was over here by my sink, and it was

630
00:39:55.639 --> 00:39:59.559
just a year ago, April, and I was kind of

631
00:39:59.559 --> 00:40:01.840
feeling like I wasn't doing a whole lot. You know,

632
00:40:01.880 --> 00:40:03.800
I was working on the book, but you know, Lord,

633
00:40:03.800 --> 00:40:06.000
am I doing enough? You know? Telling me. And it's

634
00:40:06.039 --> 00:40:08.760
not about works, but it was just my own private

635
00:40:08.800 --> 00:40:11.280
in my heart. You know, I do have a second

636
00:40:11.360 --> 00:40:15.960
chance on life. I was supposed to die in there,

637
00:40:15.760 --> 00:40:19.400
they were contemplating the starting the hospice drugs. I was

638
00:40:19.400 --> 00:40:21.880
put an end of life, and then my stats went

639
00:40:21.920 --> 00:40:26.000
to normal, you know, And so God had a different, uh,

640
00:40:26.800 --> 00:40:30.599
different way. But the Lord showed me that you know,

641
00:40:31.639 --> 00:40:35.880
even you know, laying flat and a diaper in a

642
00:40:35.920 --> 00:40:39.480
rehab hospital, I couldn't move one single limb of my body.

643
00:40:39.519 --> 00:40:43.639
That all my muscles had atrophied. He used me. I

644
00:40:43.679 --> 00:40:46.079
had a beat up mouth and throat from the ventilator.

645
00:40:46.119 --> 00:40:48.199
But he's still like he told me, he goes Janay,

646
00:40:48.320 --> 00:40:50.760
I still used you know, your mouth was so beat up,

647
00:40:51.159 --> 00:40:53.440
your throat was so beat up. My voice box isn't

648
00:40:53.480 --> 00:40:55.960
the same, but I still used you. You told every

649
00:40:56.159 --> 00:41:02.599
single nurse, administrator, doctor, housekeeper, every single one of them.

650
00:41:02.639 --> 00:41:06.639
You told him of the miracle. You know, so God,

651
00:41:06.880 --> 00:41:08.920
it must be like a personality, you know, like he

652
00:41:09.039 --> 00:41:12.519
knows me. Yeah, and I had a relationship with him,

653
00:41:12.559 --> 00:41:16.599
so there was a purpose. But in the coma, the

654
00:41:16.639 --> 00:41:20.039
Lord came to me. After all the eve that was done.

655
00:41:20.239 --> 00:41:24.920
Now He's like, okay, you stayed faithful and repented and said,

656
00:41:24.960 --> 00:41:27.679
not you know your will, but my will be done.

657
00:41:27.679 --> 00:41:29.480
I want to show you these things, so go through

658
00:41:29.480 --> 00:41:31.800
this with me. You're on a journey with me. He said,

659
00:41:31.880 --> 00:41:34.639
No one's coming for you, Jenny, You're on a journey

660
00:41:34.639 --> 00:41:37.239
with me. And that was a sad moment too. I mean,

661
00:41:38.280 --> 00:41:40.760
not everything's easy, and people need to know that in

662
00:41:40.800 --> 00:41:44.119
life too. Not everything's easy. But anyway, real quick.

663
00:41:45.440 --> 00:41:45.719
Is that.

664
00:41:47.599 --> 00:41:51.280
He takes me. I zoom literally zoom out of the ICU.

665
00:41:51.440 --> 00:41:54.159
I leave the ICU. I can see the ICU. I zoom.

666
00:41:54.199 --> 00:41:56.880
I can see my body. I zoom, and I mean zoom.

667
00:41:56.920 --> 00:41:59.639
My head's going back. He just takes me with him

668
00:42:00.320 --> 00:42:04.000
and he takes me to this dark, vastness. I mean,

669
00:42:04.039 --> 00:42:06.960
I'm in this big area. I can feel it's like big,

670
00:42:07.400 --> 00:42:09.320
like if we talked, I could almost feel like you

671
00:42:09.320 --> 00:42:12.159
could have echoed, you know, but it was so big

672
00:42:12.960 --> 00:42:15.239
to me. But it was darkness. So I'm just standing

673
00:42:15.280 --> 00:42:19.320
there and I remember I think I was holding onto

674
00:42:19.400 --> 00:42:22.519
his arm or holding on to his clothing or something,

675
00:42:22.599 --> 00:42:25.159
just to stand it because the zooming. But it was

676
00:42:25.199 --> 00:42:28.079
all darkness and there was nothing. He didn't say anything yet,

677
00:42:29.199 --> 00:42:33.039
and I'm thinking in my head, you know, am I

678
00:42:33.119 --> 00:42:35.280
going to see heaven? You know, because all the movies

679
00:42:35.320 --> 00:42:39.639
I've seen, you know, everyone who's gone done anything with God,

680
00:42:39.679 --> 00:42:43.159
you know you're going to go to heaven. And I thought, Wow,

681
00:42:43.199 --> 00:42:45.360
this is going to be real cool. You know, I'm

682
00:42:45.400 --> 00:42:47.079
going to see heaven. Like I just felt like a

683
00:42:47.119 --> 00:42:50.360
stage was going to open up in the drapeseries, We're

684
00:42:50.400 --> 00:42:51.760
going to go up, and I was going to see

685
00:42:51.800 --> 00:42:57.440
something besides blackness, you know, darkness, and he just said

686
00:42:57.559 --> 00:43:03.519
I want to show you, and he no. Lie up

687
00:43:03.559 --> 00:43:06.280
in the vastness, I started seeing something and I put

688
00:43:06.360 --> 00:43:09.840
my face way forward because I started seeing something, and

689
00:43:09.880 --> 00:43:15.039
it was like I saw the word starting to write.

690
00:43:15.320 --> 00:43:18.440
And as the word was being written and spoken, it

691
00:43:18.519 --> 00:43:22.360
was almost like it like the word was thundering around

692
00:43:22.440 --> 00:43:25.960
us in a voice. It was like then everything started

693
00:43:26.000 --> 00:43:31.920
to happen that was being written like the word, and

694
00:43:32.360 --> 00:43:35.079
it just I mean, I really held on because everything

695
00:43:35.199 --> 00:43:39.599
started to whip around us. The first day, you know,

696
00:43:39.719 --> 00:43:43.760
of creating. It was like a whirlwind, and then zooming

697
00:43:43.800 --> 00:43:46.320
to the second day, the third day, the fourth day,

698
00:43:46.320 --> 00:43:49.679
and the fifth day. And God did not tell me

699
00:43:49.719 --> 00:43:52.159
that I'm taking you through the first five days of creation.

700
00:43:53.079 --> 00:43:55.079
He didn't say this is day one, two, or three,

701
00:43:55.159 --> 00:43:57.760
or four or five, but according to his word, from

702
00:43:57.760 --> 00:44:00.280
what I saw, he showed me the first five days

703
00:44:00.320 --> 00:44:06.920
of creation, and it was beyond anything I could ever

704
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write about. So picture a whirlwind. We're standing there and

705
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it's just whipping around, and it's just there. It just

706
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becomes it's just there. We zoomed over the lands and

707
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the seed and the herbs, and the trees and the

708
00:44:28.119 --> 00:44:32.360
grapes on the vine, and then he's zoomed me down

709
00:44:32.400 --> 00:44:35.559
in the ocean and we're down in just and then

710
00:44:35.920 --> 00:44:40.599
big whales and everything just started to appear like right

711
00:44:40.639 --> 00:44:45.079
before me. And I'm not that brave of a person

712
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or anything to go down and do any of that stuff.

713
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But I wasn't afraid. And what would always amaze me

714
00:44:53.679 --> 00:44:56.360
is I was fine, Like I could breathe. I mean,

715
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I was functioning normal, like a you know, I don't

716
00:44:58.800 --> 00:45:00.639
know if you're human, and that kind of of a realm.

717
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But everything was fine. I wasn't afraid. And then you know,

718
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the then he showed me the way of life and how,

719
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and that's the most beautiful part. I think in the

720
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book is he shows he showed me how he moves

721
00:45:16.480 --> 00:45:20.239
upon people. And we're not robots and we don't do

722
00:45:20.639 --> 00:45:24.519
anything like I wrote this book, but he helped me

723
00:45:25.199 --> 00:45:29.280
write the book. Right after I wrote the book, he

724
00:45:29.400 --> 00:45:33.000
told me he wanted me to be the you know,

725
00:45:33.119 --> 00:45:35.679
most of the editor because he didn't want my voice

726
00:45:35.719 --> 00:45:38.599
taken off the pages. He didn't want to, you know,

727
00:45:38.760 --> 00:45:41.480
it to be changed. He wanted the voice, you know,

728
00:45:41.800 --> 00:45:43.760
so things like this. But I know he was with

729
00:45:43.840 --> 00:45:47.159
me because I'm not an editor, and the book is

730
00:45:47.199 --> 00:45:50.079
beautifully written. I mean that only can be God. But

731
00:45:50.199 --> 00:45:53.519
we're not robots. But he showed me how he inspires us.

732
00:45:53.880 --> 00:45:59.400
He gives us that inspiration to do great things. Talents

733
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and how do we come up with these things? How

734
00:46:02.400 --> 00:46:04.639
do we even come up with this computer right now?

735
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And we can do these podcasts and broadcasts you know.

736
00:46:09.480 --> 00:46:12.119
So it's just it's just amazing how he and he

737
00:46:12.199 --> 00:46:16.119
took me through that so so many times areas of that,

738
00:46:16.239 --> 00:46:19.599
and that's in the book, and it's all just amazing.

739
00:46:19.679 --> 00:46:21.960
But I felt like when I was done, I showed

740
00:46:22.119 --> 00:46:24.760
told my family on the first phone call, I could

741
00:46:24.760 --> 00:46:28.599
croak out, you know, I said crying because I heard

742
00:46:28.599 --> 00:46:30.880
their voices. The nurse held a phone in my ear

743
00:46:31.599 --> 00:46:34.360
and I said, God showed me the way of life.

744
00:46:35.400 --> 00:46:37.280
You know. To me, that's really what he did. When

745
00:46:37.320 --> 00:46:42.840
I sum it up from the evil that was that

746
00:46:42.920 --> 00:46:46.119
was unbelievable. And why God started there, I don't know.

747
00:46:46.159 --> 00:46:48.119
So he gave me the good or the bad, and

748
00:46:48.159 --> 00:46:52.079
then he gave me the good. But he did start through.

749
00:46:51.880 --> 00:46:55.320
It, you know. That's how I see it. He brought

750
00:46:55.400 --> 00:46:55.960
you through.

751
00:46:56.280 --> 00:46:59.760
Yeah, so he brought me through, and I still tried

752
00:46:59.800 --> 00:47:02.159
to say faithful to him and Macama seeing all that

753
00:47:02.239 --> 00:47:04.639
evil stuff, and then he showed me the beautiful stuff.

754
00:47:04.639 --> 00:47:08.280
But to me, it's kind of perfectly orchestrated how he

755
00:47:08.400 --> 00:47:10.920
showed me even and spent the time with me in

756
00:47:10.960 --> 00:47:15.440
the coma. Was he showed me the way of life.

757
00:47:15.760 --> 00:47:18.719
How this all kind of worked, and what his idea

758
00:47:18.760 --> 00:47:22.000
was for us and his in creating us, and how

759
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much he loves us, you.

760
00:47:25.960 --> 00:47:31.320
Know, Janey, just in these last few minutes, the book

761
00:47:31.599 --> 00:47:37.360
is called I Will Breathe for you, A miraculous rescue

762
00:47:37.400 --> 00:47:42.360
from Death's door by God's love. Thank you for showing that.

763
00:47:43.079 --> 00:47:47.519
Where can people find it? I want them to know

764
00:47:48.280 --> 00:47:51.599
where they can buy it so that it will be

765
00:47:51.760 --> 00:47:58.840
most beneficial. I just got chill bumps literally speaking with you.

766
00:47:59.159 --> 00:48:01.440
I will brief for you can buy that on Amazon.

767
00:48:02.280 --> 00:48:04.320
That's probably the best place to buy it. And if

768
00:48:04.360 --> 00:48:06.960
you're Amazon Prime, I think you get free shipping everything.

769
00:48:07.480 --> 00:48:12.199
Thank you Jane for being with us, God bless you.

770
00:48:12.320 --> 00:48:15.199
I want to hear more about the book. We will

771
00:48:15.239 --> 00:48:17.679
have you back on the show, and I am so

772
00:48:17.760 --> 00:48:20.840
grateful that you came on and talk to us about it.

773
00:48:20.880 --> 00:48:21.960
Thank you so much.

774
00:48:22.280 --> 00:48:25.159
I'm thankful too. Thanks Mican. You bet.

775
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It's time to stand up, speak out, get involved, and

776
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let's beak intentional